Saturday, February 28, 2015
"A kind of panic sets in the very next day, an urge to get into the studio because you know you have to start all over again, building something from nothing, seeking the company of those trusted beneficial failures, waiting for those absurd internal dialogues with your own gang of voices. It's not a very glamorous scenario. But this is precisely what internal success looks like. It is visible only to yourself and while you can trick the rest of the world into thinking you are a good artist, you can never really convince yourself, which is why you keep trying. If you're lucky and motivated enough to keep making art, life is quiet, you get to work at what you love doing, happily chipping away at something, constructing something, adjusting to a cycle of highs and lows and in between, and it doesn't matter if you've been doing it for two years or 50 years, the patterns remain exactly the same. The anxiety continues to set in, the doubts creep in, the baby steps towards mending fragments starts all over again, the cautious urge to peek between the cracks is there. When you find yourself in that place, that's when you'll know that the inside is driving the outside."
I have also been reading Ellen J. Langer a psychologist who has done interesting work on "mindfulness" and one started to paint. She states "All it takes to become an artist is to start doing art."
Sunday, March 30, 2014
I'm back...
One of things I've been thinking about lately is the new generation of auditors. Do they have the passion to make government better or are they focused on the auditing standards and the process? When I started I had never heard of performance auditing but it sounded like what I had been trying to accomplish in various government positions over the years. I think I have mentioned this before but one of the things that inspired me to go to graduate school was a supervisor telling me that what I was attempting to change couldn't be changed where I was at. I decided to go back, get a masters and start my career at the policy level. And then I saw that ad for a position that sounded like what I was doing but also sounded so much better. And my career began.
More later hopefully.
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
The power of the crowd
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Shining a light
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Social Media Performance Measures
- 35 different daily reports track traffic to different parts of the web site
- Editors receive a performance alert each day telling them whether the site is on track to meet its traffic goals
- Even if traffic is low to some pages, if the online visitor is from a government suffix web site, who they consider a main audience, they will support those pages
Monday, October 24, 2011
Auditing the DoS
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Friday, August 5, 2011
Long Summer
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saying it succinctly
Thursday, March 3, 2011
More About Boxes
I have written before about moving the boxes as it relates to what level of government provides a service. If a service isn’t working at one level of government, move it to another. Decision-makers or critics often look for an organizational solution when there is a problem. Related to this is the tendency to create another management structure by moving the boxes when the current arrangement is not working.
In my previous position there was an elected executive who also had legislative responsibilities. She was the top administrator, that is, responsible for implementing policy, yet also part of the legislative body with other elected officials. This worked great when those who were elected to the positions could maintain positive relationships and were dedicated to good government. There were times when that was not the case. I can remember having conversations with a newspaper editor about wouldn’t it just be better if the executive position was separate and perhaps appointed. I would come back with “It’s the people not the boxes.”
In my current position, the top executive/administrative position is appointed by the elected body. The person in that position made our work easier because management was receptive to our audits. He valued our audit work as another piece of important information. Not once has he been defensive about our findings or interpreted them as a statement about his performance. I am hopeful that a person with similar qualities can be found now that he is leaving because I know from past experience that it’s the people in the boxes, not the box, which makes the difference. I have my fingers crossed.
Friday, February 18, 2011
Audit Title Understatement
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Love/hate relationship with numbers
But I love numbers when they can illustrate a story or a concept. And that's why I like performance auditing. In performance auditing, the goal isn't to just opine on the accuracy of numbers (although we do make sure of reliability before we conclude), the numbers tell you how important a finding is or communicate new perspectives.
Here's an example - Don't jump to conclusions about the census.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
TSA screeners need better training - Really?
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Arghh...
Monday, September 6, 2010
Facts and stories
But from the perspective of a journalist trying to find a story that includes protagonist, antagonist, and facts that will capture a reader's interest, our reports are not hard hitting enough. When I have campaigned as an auditor, the common response was always that people had no idea there were auditors doing the kind of work we do. Auditors face a quandary, work for change or work to create an audit report that will capture a journalist's eye so that it will be reported and the public will see that there is accountability. Many of our audits fall under the radar because management has agreed with our findings and our recommendations. Or the audit area is just not interesting or big dollar enough. The choice is usually to work for change and not necessarily news coverage, so many stories never get told.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Short-term engagement
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Savoring the Results
- You can't always predict when hard rain will come.
- Results might not happen on schedule.
- Sunshine always heals frustration and makes things grow.
